I've had three people tell me in the last day that they enjoy my blog but it is so sad. I'm sorry. I watched Kaylees video from school and the reporter asks something like "Your blogs are sad, when will they switch or change?" Well as long as I report the facts of the situation I don't see them changing anytime soon. I wouldn't write if it was all good. I have to many people around me in the day to tell my good stories to. I write and confess my emotions and concerns that I wouldn't share as conversation. I vent and confess my concerns through my writings.

I have so many heartbreaking things that rock my world that I can't share out of respect for Kaylee. So you might read 60-70% of what I can share but the other 40% is personal battles that deal with Kaylee's social life and her violent sickness. It also has to do with Kays pride and dignity. I wouldn't or couldn't tell you the illness side that is our reality. To hold someones hair so they can vomit, or to watch the spasms Kay has after puking thr dry hevves